3 Dangers of Self-Improvement

3 Dangers of Self-Improvement
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Think about all the things we are supposed to do to be a successful and thriving person: exercise three times a week, eat right, journal, work on your past, plan for your future, invest in your retirement, set goals, work hard, build relationships, always be learning, try to relax and the list goes on and on. Yet, despite all these things, we are lonelier, more insecure, more depressed and more anxious than ever before. We talk to friends, read books, seek counseling, listen to mentors, experts and life coaches, and the result is still the same—we feel stuck. With all the emphasis on self-improvement, most of us continually feel even more empty and lonelier than ever.

To complicate things even more, when we turn to the Bible it says we’re supposed to “die to self.” And the way we do that is to capture every thought, produce fruit, share our faith, renew our minds, forgive those who have wronged us and the list goes on and on.

Sometimes I feel like I’m even more consumed with me when I’m so focused on trying to die to me. So how am supposed to die to myself when I’m constantly thinking about myself?

Recently I found myself in a particularly stressful few months filled with disappointments and unmet expectations leading to a heightened sense of anxiety. I often find that my life would be a lot easier if everyone (including God) would just do as I say, which is never the case. So I decided to take a shot at self-improvement to ease the anxiety.

I first began by getting a counselor. We met regularly to help me process my thoughts and give me some direction. Then I wondered if the problem was medical, so I met with a psychiatrist to see if I needed medication. I scheduled an appointment with my doctor for a physical, my chiropractor for an adjustment and even my dentist for a cleaning (you never know). I also worked on my physical health. I joined a gym, met with a trainer, downloaded diet apps, switched to bulletproof coffee, counted carbs and even took a shot of wheatgrass once in a while. I listened to podcasts from the wiser people than I, watched videos from experts, read countless books on fear, anxiety and personal development, and even tried meditation. And though I lowered my cholesterol, raised my self-awareness and everything brought about a small amount of relief—I still felt stuck.

Then, one day I woke up and had a bit of a Solomon revelation, “Meaningless, meaningless—everything is meaningless. In all of my work to fix myself, I had lost myself.”

Here are some unintended destinations with self-improvement if we are not careful:

1. Self-improvement can lead to self-consumption.

My obsession with fixing me led to an obsession WITH me. I began to live what some refer to as a self-hyphenated life of self-consumed and self-righteousness all for the sake of self-improvement. Now, as a pastor, I discourage this type of selfish behavior, but I felt that since this would ultimately help my ministry, then surely the ends would justify the means. But it didn’t and I was just selfish.

2. Self-focus can lead to loneliness.

The more I discover about myself, the more I realize “no one is like me.” Because of all the personality tests, strength finders and temperament assessments, I felt like I was put into a pretty narrow category. Which made me realize that in my attempts to find myself, I lost myself.

3.  Self-obsession can reduce God.

Since I was on this self-improvement trip, even my daily devotional time became focused on what God could do for me. I only read what I thought would help me. I picked devotionals promising to renew joy and facilitate closeness with God. I’d dust off books from desert fathers or buy books from new pastors all of who offered titles that would be fuel for my soul. But I was just seeing God as the wonderful counselor, and not the Mighty God.

At the end of the day, I came to this startling realization—in my attempt to find myself, I lost myself. Maybe that’s what Jesus meant when he said, “Whoever seeks to find himself will lose himself, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.” Maybe this is why Jesus saw community as being so valuable. He understood the reality that I am now beginning to discover. Self-improvement can’t be done in a vacuum—self-improvement is better together.

If you would like to know more, check out my latest book, Better Together; a surprising truth for introverts, extroverts, control freaks, free spirits, people persons, curmudgeons and especially you.

This article originally appeared here.

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Rusty George
Rusty George is the Lead Pastor at Real Life Church in Southern California; a multi-site church with campuses in Canyon Country, Valencia and a large online community. Under Rusty’s lead, Real Life has become one of the fastest growing churches in America–growing by 111% in 2011 alone.

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